Handle me with care. I still am not whole. I love you very much though Katie. I'm sorry that I didn't say what I should have today right at the start. It really sucks how just that one slip up from me causes you to say what you say, which just throws me all of the way back. And now I am here, depressed, and just feeling broken. I hate me. I hate who I am. I want things to be better. I'm sorry I fucked up today. Koishiteru Katie